...of Larie

I am full of emotions right now. I don't understand why. There's so much greatness surrounding me right now, yet, my emotions are negative.

I feel tired, both physically and mentally.

I feel anxious.

I feel defeated.

I feel void.

I feel like crying, but I don't know why. Therefore I won't allow the tears to flow.

I feel like yelling as loud as the Lord has equipped my voice box to do.

I want to run...away...far away.

I want to surrender.

I need to be me...